saturday night....
feeling restless yet so tired
warm bed, nice dinner, a book and a warm tea
or
4 shots of tequila, crazy bar, full with people trying to have a break from the tiring everyday life?

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Two shots of happy, one shot of sad
You think I'm no good, well I know I've been bad
Took you to a place, now you can't get back
Two shots of happy, one shot of sad

Walked together down a dead end street
We were mixing the bitter with the sad
Two shots of happy, one shot of sad
You think I'm no good, well I know I've been bad
Took you to a place, now you can't get t
Two shots of happy, one shot of sad

Walked together down a dead end street
We were mixing the bitter with the sweet
Don't try to figure out what we might of had
Just two shots of happy, one shot of sad

A fragment from Matt Dusk - Two Shots of Happy, One Shot of Sad

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Has been weeks since I write something.
The pressure has not been lifted yet but somehow I feel quite happy when I was busy dealing with it.

I have got asked a question that I know the answer of for quite some years now, but still quite shocked when I finally heard it asked to me...
So funny... But knowing what you want and really doing it... is sooooo totally different.

Eniwei, my cousin was graduated the other day as a dentist. Why dentist I asked.. He just said, it´s easy and I´ll have lotsa money and no boss bossing me around.. But I think it must be boring, have to do the same thing again and again days in days out and somehow I could not help but thinking that his decision of becoming a dentist must be (a great deal of it) under influence of the parents.
And funny part is a friend of his that I never had a real conversation with kinda agree with me. I´ve known him for some years now but never really talked. And yet we could have a good talk yesterday.
FUNNY.... I have always been a person that judge upfront (and my judgment rarely goes wrong) and of course I have judged him as a quiet and boring person who kinda a bit distant, but yeah I was wrong. I'm glad though that I was wrong.

For quite some time now, I have known a fairly different world and different person than that I'm used to and it's totally OK. Again funny part is, I am not complaining. And I am a person who doesnt really like changes. So... is this what we call developing...

It's still 8 pm and yet I'm drunk already.. Those damn people, keep feeding me with booze... Better go to bed now.