hatred

I thought yesterday was the worst day in this week. I got yelled at by my bos at work and felt really like sh*t becoz of that. Yeah I know I made mistakes, but come on, I've been only working there for like 3 days and he expected me to know everything. I was even warned if I do one more mistake I can go...
Belieeeveee me.... I WANT TO GO as well.. it's no fun working there, it's just that I need the money so much otherwise I'll throw coffee at his face and walk out of there A.S.A.P.
What a prick!!!!

And of course I kept thinking about this and the result, as I already expected, I am so in a bad mood today. Can't even think about the assignment I have to do today.... Three times F*** to him.

Inspite of the bad stuff I got yesterday, I realized now that I was wrong for this whole almost 5 years. I thought that I was strong enough to cope with everything live's throwing at me. I thought I didn't need anyone to help me.. Such an independent woman I thought I was.

Sadly, that wasn't true. Yesterday, I felt so lonely, tired, sad and mad at this life of mine. So sick and tired of being sick and tired. I need someone to be by my side. To share all my happiness and sadness.

Damn... now I am just being mellow...