To you,

I'm confused and I cannot find the answer
I am trying to find the answer
But I haven't got it yet
And that's why I'm angry
Angry to you
Angry to myself
For not being strong enough
For not standing up

Just want to talk to you coz I miss you so much
But how could we talk if you're avoiding me?
This doesn't feel good
So much unspoken feeling
Why?

We got this far so why ruining it?
To you my friend I write this letter.
The letter that will never be sent and will never be read by you.
My dearest, I love you and I miss you so much.
I wish you only knew..

For you my dear friend, from Amsterdam with love.